yo! so, today, went to APSN at Jalan Tembusu. and you know what, of all my life, i didnt kno jalan tembusu is near my primary school, and there was an almost a miss-location. lol. we thought it was at yishun. lucky sia. we almost went there. and 2/8  students are lovely. compared to last year, they have improved a lot. i really like the class bond, much much better than last year. and i think they are one of the best badge i had ever taken. and the people, like jovan, naiim, some scp guy, i forgot his name, really helped azirul nad the PSLs alot. we really had fun weeding and interacting with the people. i really feel lucky living in such a way that im considered physically and mentally perfect. they, down there, are not really perfect. but they have talent. a better talent than anyone else. the art of drawing, baking. im really impressed with their artwork. i wanted to buy their art pieces, but it costs like hell yeah, expensive. about at least  $50. so, instead, i bought a bookmark and a photo frame. handicraft. by them. how wonderful it is. and for people like them, IQ, very low, could do this. it is all the matter of heart, whether you want it or not. when there's a will, there's a way. that is what i can see when i saw their pieces and after interacting with them. and even, they, have lots of stuff that i still need to find out, although they have difficulties. i am really proud of them.

and I didn't regret going there. i would prefer this to watching movie and listening to sex education in school. i would rather learn something i don't know than doing things i know how to do. and this event made me learn a lot of things, as what i have gave my reflections of everyone at APSN just now. and my perspective about htese people really have changed.

guys, you may think im crapping shit now, but no. im not. its really true, its just the experience. everytime i talk to them, i feel a connection. i feel so happy when i talk to them. yeah. its the happiness that i couldn't describe. yeah.

forgot to write somemore.

went out wif PSLs to parkway. lol. hiddy, char2, alynna n erna joined us later on. felt better cz i closer to hiddy , erna n char2. hahaha. then, cabot.... to meet ppl. hehe.

LOL. I met ahmad and skinny blacky. lol. i really missed them a lot sia. haha. and i cnt believed skinny blacky confessed. HAHAHAHA. OMG. so funny sia. then liek the paiseh face.. aiyooooooooo... hahahaha.. cute, cute :D

yeah, DD gg bck tmr!!! woooohoooooooo!!!!!!!!! hahhaha. and anyways,
after visiting him, we went to bugis and vivo and town to jalan2. hehe. then we ate. wahlao. damn unlucky sia. we wanted to take pic. but they all nvr bring camera. and its weird to use phone. lol. thats wht they say. guys, guys... hais.... hahaha. so, i took out my camera and guess what??!! my battery EXHAUSTED. fml man. aiya. one and only chance to go out wif them. aiyooooo... so, we didnt care and lepak till 10.30. lol. if you guys see me online, yeah, coz i used skinny blacky's lappy. and its the small VAIO one, the very irritating mouse. but that was my dream lappy sia. hmph -.- hahaha. i want it although the mouse is irritaing. cz cn use the USB mouse what. LOL. hahaha.

and omg. you yesterday sweet talk to me ah. then today never call. LOL. hahahahha. and why you always think i angry that you never call me?? LOL. i like you, but im not so despo like some PPL who everyday must   die2 sms and call. hahaha. Dessy is never liddat. :D

yeah baby. end of exams. maths paper one was not bad. but eventualy, ill still fail cz of CA and paper 2. lol. and i got over joan's ghostly looks. thanks to mom and the person who called me yesterday. :D sorry for scolding you yesterday night but im really sorry cz i was still thinking abt it. and you irritated me, so... yeah. hehe. you made me happy yesterday. really thank you. ILY :D
and ILY mom too :D hehe.

and had meeting just now. i feel so weird coz some juniors are like wanting to quit PSL. im really disappointed with you guys who think we, seniors, dont love you. we  do, its just that you dont see it. yeah, the previous seniors were better. sorry for not making you sec 2s not feel welcomed sometimes. we didnt mean it. and please dnt think we are biased cz we are not, maybe some ppl lah. bt not all of us what. and you guys think deeply. we wont be a great SL grp if we are not bonded. PLS lah. pls. use yr brain before quitting PSL or thinking that PSL not bonded, blah3. you guys are now in OUR SHOES LAST TIME.every sec 2 will feel like that. and you gotta be proactive. approach us, talk to us. dont be afraid that ppl will think you are like stucking/sucking up. no,no.
we can differentiate between who are doing that or not. please. stop this and think on the brighter side ayes??

you guys have been great to us. and dont think we are giving all the dirty job to you guys. we are not. SERIOUSLY. maybe for the mass CIP, yes lah. but we were sorry right? and for those proposals we ask you guys to make, its to train you guys. and dont overwork. you guys have to manage your time. and ask for help, if you need to. we dont spoonfeed you, but we will help you. please, my dear sec 2s. especially you. yes,you. you told me. i felt hurt when you said that. but its okay. i understand. and i salute you for having the courage to tell us straight. thank you for your feed back :)

and if you guys wanna quit PSL, seriously think again. you got the position, but when you get it, you wanna drop it cz its too tedious. many more ppl out there are waiting to become one. so, you are lucky that the teachers chose you. and being a student leader, especially PSL, the leadership group you are in, takes a HUGE responsibility. if you cannot bear this, that means you still dont get the definition of being a leader, sacrifice,

and exams are over, yeah. just get prepared for the horrendous results, yeah. cross your fingers, pray to God,  that we will pass with flying colours. :D

LOL. lit was okay yesterday. POA is really really. CONFIDENT TO PASS.hehehehe...

i remembered format. i got  gross profit and net loss. idk why. hahahaha. sad thing, cannot balance. difference of $375. lol. i wonder whts my mistake. paer one was okay. but most probably screw some qns, but its okay :D

and cheer up annabelle(sp?) yeah. format correct, wont fail lah. aiyoyooooo... dont worry. still have EOY. strive 4 the best gal!!!!!! :D

and yeah. tomorrow meeting ahmad and skinny blacky. hahaha. he calls himself that. lol. going to hosp wif em to see DD b4 he gets discharged on saturday. so good ah he, no need to take exam one. hahaha. i wanna break also sia. lol. during exams. shiok mannnnnnn!!!!!! LOL.

and went to Joan's house today. was fun, nono. only fun when learning maths, but not when i see her looking like the ghost i saw last time!! exactly the same. AND I DIDNT CRY MY SAYANGS, I JUST freaked out. until now, still illusions. but hope i get over it by tomorrow. and its ok joan, no need to feel bad.  :D

haha. section A for chem was like last year's MYE section A. like exactly the same sia. except that they changed the numbers, which was, LOL. SECTION B CAN GO AND DIE. HAHAHAH. it was like can answer, but the brain and hand dnt wanna work together, just like maths paper 2. lol. and i think its like OMG. ASSHOLE. hahahahah. okay. studying for lit. HAPPY a-day-leave HISTORY STUDENTS!!!!!! :D

screwed science i guess. malay was not bad too. hehehe. i scared i fail lah!!!!!!

and i have plans with someone. should i do it or not?? will feel damn guilty sia. aiyo. idk!!!!!!!!

and today, after school, went to fuzzy's house to study chem, and its quite effective. stupid answer sheet sia. give wrong answer. hahaha

and fuzzy slept for like 15 minutes and before tat we had farting session!!!!!!! WOOHOO!!!!!!! but if got smell nicer. heehhehehehehhhh...
and nasi campur was nice except that the sotong too spicy but oooooooohhhhhhlala!!!! i liiiiiikkkeeeeee!!!!! i dont care abt my throat lah.ahahahaha.

AND THAT MUHAMMAD HAZIQ BIN NOOR AZNI TRICKED US!!! PENIPUUUUU... !!!!! MADE US WORRY FOR NOTHING.hahaha

i smsed him, telling that his chem paper is with me. he say okay. can give to him lah.
i asked where was he
so he said" im otw to hospital. my leg broke"
fuzzy helped me reply "liar liar pants on fire"
then he was like" serious lah"
then both of us sorta believed. then i was like now how sia. how you fall??
then he was like" my friend pushed me and i fell. hit my shin bone. pain sia"
i said" can you wriggle your toes?"
he replied" my whole leg pain cannot feel anything"
i was like" omg. take care..... blah blahblha(lazy to type here)"

then a few seconds later, he called me.
he was laughing and said his leg pain.... at ANE and all shit.
then he said "no lah. my uncle fever lah. i brought him to hosp"
i was like"FUCK YOU MAN!!!!"
fuzzy was like" FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU! I'M  NOT TALKING TO YOU TOMORROW. YOU SEE AH"

then he continued laughing. so, i was like talking to him for a while. then bye.

fuzzy and i were like wahlao. asshole penipuuuuuuuuuu........ make us panic for nothing. hahaha.
we planned to spam his fb and fuzzy is plus his inbox. so, she wrote on his wall on fb first.lol.
then, mine was just now. asshole watch out.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

To, my moms, happy mother's day. hope you women have a happy life and i hope everything would go fine and die late ah. LOL. bastard. hahah. i celebrated mother's day at JB. all my fam members came. cut cake then ate. lol. so happy to see my mom happy hehehe. and my grandma too. gave them presents and they were happy. lol. 

exams are really stressing me. some subjects are easy. and FUCK MATHS MAN. so difficult. confirm fail lah. asshole. okay. now at internet cafe. last tuesday gave him pencil case. omg. paiseh lah. bu he likes it:D yay. thanks for liking it friend :D and hahhaha. i still remembered the mat that stared at me in the bus when i was with hiddy. and hes beside me. so irritating. i wanna move to other place bt no space :( fuck sia. idiot. hahaha. STOP JELING-ING AT ME BASTARD. FCKER. k bye. im going my dad's house to study thre. :D

today is the most irritating day of my life. some stuff happened in school and i totally dnt like it. i knw the importance, but dont have to open the case again right?? lol. nvm its forgiven. hahax.

anyways, didi got in to a motor accident, wif his bro, darwin. wah, he broke his leg and wrist. then his head like got cut. fuck sia. damn sad to see him. he talked to me alone just now. lol. i was like. "aiyo, saket2 pn nk ckp psl hal ni sia" (smth lah ehk ^) haha. and i really missed my friends, so after that, we bought macs and ate in the ward. LOL. didi was like "sial lah korg. sedap2 mkn. hahaha" lol. i pity him lah. hahaha. fed him some fries. lol. kesian sia. he actually cannot eat sia.lol. hahaha. but he dont care. hahaha. i felt so bad.

and went back home, secretly online now. and people are like so irritating. hais. fuck sia. next time don't share with me lah. buat susah sia. shit lah. and now, i have no mood to study.

and i <3 cats! hehe. so cute :D

wah, you obsessed with her until everyhting on facebook is like about her. okay lah. i cannot stop you but im not as rabak as you. you damn funny sia. i was like laughing but heart pain. and you ask me for something ten nak baik2. fuck you lah. you talk about me but you dont reflect on yourself. idiot. and stop smsing me, fucker. you are disturbing my life. and its up to me whether i wanna meet you or not. ITS MY DECISION, BASTARD. sorry to be too harsh and vulgar but yeah, i really hate you. LEAVE ME ALONE. who you liike? make a decision. but if you really want me, im sorry. i cannot accept you. i only treat you as a friend, not more. you took advantage of me. get LOSTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!